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A rhymed series (not haiku)
written in syllabics of 5-7-5.

Río Grande, Somewhere Below

river-fog or smoke
you could be either on this
spent daydream evoked

in gray when I miss
the clarity of vision
the ghost of a kiss

are you a lesion
on this bleak skin of landscape
this former ocean

reduced to a shape
that slithers through the desert
a receding map

I gaze out inert
at the mesa I stand on
you could be fire, dirt

liquid, air, a con
how much time before you're gone

Forty writers respond to last season's
Hermit's Peak/Calf Canyon fires,
including my sonnet in persona.

What Survives

The outhouse burned. Fenceposts lit up like flares.
But prayers and hoses spared our home, thank God,
while all around the fire seethed in a dare.
We reeked like smokers, silent and slack-jawed,
our lot, our lives, in cinders. Verdant trees
became scorched matchsticks, tall and blistered stakes.
We’d seen a forest after fires, but these
were our piñons and ponderosas. Sakes
alive--the pine with our initials gone!
Days later Buttons reappeared, our cat
unhurt. We tried to praise our luck, though dawn
would bring the empty trees, that habitat
of black. And then a tinge of green from ash:
a seedling. Hope emerged, a minute splash.

Also includes one of my sonnets,
"November: The Wait"

Give and Take

You took and took until all that was left
            was a patchwork of tape and paste.
I keep a glue stick on a chain around my neck
            to repair recurring damages
the way Catholic boys wear medals of saints.
            Parts of me keep falling away.
I gave you my fingerprints when I believed
            in you more than myself.
Who wouldn’t give up an unworkable heart
            for a chance at a new life?
How was I to know you’d stretch my skin,
            already too thin, beyond resistance?
Even the slightest juddering of your voice
            could burst me into fragments.
You gathered the jigsaw puzzle pieces—
            stray knuckles and capillaries—
taking only the best for your mounting collection,
            leaving me the dregs
to gather from the dust, to fasten with spit
            till they held like adobe.
I’d have given you whatever you wanted
            anyway, if you’d only asked.
One night you took my tongue like a wafer.
            What did I need to say?
Another, my leathered soles, as if I might
            skitter off in the night.
Don’t you know that I don’t need feet
            to wander or take flight?
Some part of me is always falling away,
            always deferring.
I’m piecemeal, so giving of myself is simple
            as ripping off a band-aid.
Oh, I reach points where I just can’t take it:
            I give, but not always willingly.

Also includes one of my sonnets,
"The Hard Stuff"

Born Scared

The Rosenbergs had been executed,
Ellis Island had closed to immigration,
and the Korean War had just ended.
1954: the year “under God” was added
to the Pledge of Allegiance, segregated
schools were ruled unconstitutional
by the Supreme Court, and I was born
on a Marine base while “advisors”
from the U.S. flowed into Indochina.

McCarthyism and its blacklists raged.
School children practiced duck and cover
as the Pentagon developed missiles
armed with nuclear weapons that could
destroy enemies on other continents
and the CIA sponsored coups in Brazil,
the Congo, South Vietnam, and a dozen
other countries around the globe.

A haibun, but also includes
a prose poem, "Sanchez Dreamscapes"

Hunting in the Bosque

No guns, no arrows. You’re not out to kill anything. This hunt is entirely done through sight. You will need to flex your eyes, develop your ocular muscles, your depth perception. Be prepared to strain your neck backward, too. Yes, use binoculars if you must.

The best time to go is winter because the cottonwoods near the Rio Grande have lost their leaves: less camouflage, easier detection. Focus on the treetops. Yes, way up there. That clump that looks like an abandoned nest? Squint harder: this is what you’re looking for, a porcupine. It’s likely asleep, so may not move, its claws anchored to a branch that appears too thin for such a bundle. Yes, bigger than you think. A reason the French named them spiny pigs. Sometimes, you’ll spot one shift just a smidge, but if you’re lucky one may lumber into a crook.

After a while, the eyes adjust, and you will notice more porcupines with each hike, each in its own tree. You will wonder how you could have missed them on previous hikes. And if you need a souvenir, now is the time to look down. See the stripped bark at the tree’s base, clawed and gnawed in savage slashes? Proof the porcupine eases down at night to forage. Now search the perimeter out from the trunk. Here’s where, amidst the rotting leaves and scat on the forest floor, you might find a quill. This is your trophy.

Selected as one of the best English-language
haibun published in the world in 2022!

To Get There

From the Plaza, take 64 west past the pueblo. Try not to get distracted by the moon expanding over Taos Mountain. At the Old Blinking Light Bar, turn left toward the indigo sunset. Just past the airport--three prop planes and a shard of landing strip--turn right onto an old dirt road. Drive slowly; the road is cratered as a pit mine. When you come to a ten-foot coyote fence that neither keeps anything in nor hold anything out, proceed to the second building, an adobe house behind the casita. Park, step out, face the house. The fading sun on your left, backlit mountains. The full moon on your right, like a holy wafer.

chiles knotted
into ristras
vows at dusk

This major new anthology also includes
two other poems of mine, "Furled and Unfurled"
and the haibun "Shit Unhappens"!

Souvenir of Love

When heartstrings were matchbooks
and a bow moaned loud as a cocktail napkin,
scratched out calligraphic lettering
like huge Art Deco scar tissue.

When your quiet space reversed colors,
and the spotlight of anguish—a forked tongue,
the matches themselves—entered the stream,
a three-inch tall gravity all your own.

When the shocking black hole of grief
ensnared you like a 50¢ luncheon special,
a 75¢ dinner entrée, like red tadpoles
swimming in a double-sized cocktail.

A continental color scheme illuminated
five-pointed stars of red, black, and gold,
a crush of circles with a chef’s smiling face.
Celestial tipping was never permitted.

Then you accepted a gleaming white toque,
an upscale wild card from your sleeve,
a white-tablecloth restaurant only you
remembered, small as the world’s
expensive and expansive lies.

Another ghazal!

The Mystery of Grief

      starting with a Dickinson line (#1084)

If all the griefs I am to have would only come today.
Let me play Job with punishment premium today.

Another war, another bomb, another police killing.
I take them on, my mind a crematorium today.

We live beneath a sword dangling by a single thread.
Are drugs the answer, or will you be doused in rum today?

Oh, vinegar and honey, I've cried so much I've lost my sight.
I try to speak of halcyon times, but I go dumb today.

Not proud of it, but I got used to living on a cross.
Let me take on your grief--I'm into martyrdom today.

Our sweet Silver disappeared a week ago without a trace.
The world has always been this random. Why so glum today?

Sorry business: what the Tiwi call their mourning period.
Don't leave me alone, or can't you stand this tedium today?

Why do you find it so hard to believe in bereavement?
I know grief is good--I wallowed in its medium today.

You'd like to ask God about loss, but that spirit has passed.
Have you prayed to find something lost? I found a crumb today.

Includes four other poems
besides this duplex,
including a rare sci-fi one, "Long Kiss"

Resurrection

He calls me bear, a spirit animal
if you believe in such--not sure I can.

I don't believe in much. Not sure I can
follow the fetish of a dreamcatcher.

In dreams I fathom many a fetish.
I slither on the sheets like a rattlesnake.

I rattle when I anticipate his snake.
An ojo de díos opens on the bed.

A one-eyed oso, a god of the bed,
I growl as though awakening from winter.

I claw as though awakening with ghosts.
I rise with the hunger of months in a cave.

I rise hungry as Jesus three days in a cave.
He calls me bear, his spirit animal

An excerpt from one of my
longer individual poems!

Last Rites (excerpt)

You would not have dreamt
of putting on shoes and socks without
a sprinkling of Gold Bond Foot Powder,

but there will never be sweat again.
I stretch black cotton socks
over craggy toes and splotchy ankles,

pulling them halfway up your hairless shins,
somehow not as dry as my own,
well above where my low-rise socks reach.

I place the right shoe, then the left,
the first pair I found that had some shine—
black Bass—and tie the laces

the only way I know how, bunny ears,
remembering the last time I did this,
you woozy on drugs from a colonoscopy.

As I drove home, you kept asking
How did these shoes get on? How?
That’s when a tear runs down my cheek.

Includes three other haiku--
and one of my art prints!

cries of coyotes
during the Western
I hit pause

how far we are
from home
corn husk

A sonnet celebrating the Ukrainian spirit!

Perennial

The daffodils bolt skyward, tiny limbs
of toddlers trying out the atmosphere,
though forecasts call for snow. Careless, the stems
relax in beds, hold back for warmer fare
to flower into yellow babble soon,
a brief commotion till real heat prevails.
For now, they’re fat and stumpy, stuck, while sun
and cold war back and forth—but growth reveals
the constant we believe will come each year:
renewal. Spits of snow arrive at last
and blanket. Poking through the thin layer,
thick tines of stalks—the proof the whole’s not lost.
Ukrainians, through flak and ash, embrace
this dream of seasons fusing all of us.

A haibun memoir anthology!
Also includes "But Who Will Take Care of You When You're Old?"

Awakening

I spent the summer of ’69 working in a dirty factory that manufactured metal parts. There were eight employees, and I was the only teenager. They liked to tease me for being too smart, too soft. When one of the burly guys laughed because I’d never been on a motorcycle, I gave in and let him take me for a ride. My arms around his chest, my crotch against his backside . . .

uneasy rider
the long, bumpy road
ahead

My section of a group poem written
with my fellow Prickly Peers, one of two in the anthology,
"Six Ways of Reading Eudora Welty"! This massive
anthology also includes my "Loneliest Place in America."

One More Time, Again and Again

My fingernails sink
into flesh, deep enough
for layers of you to lodge
and wedge there. I flick
and fleck your bits
under a microscope:
I see violence, violence--
black-and-blue shards,
purple contusions--
still no sign of tenderness.
How convinced I was
that under those thin
layers of onion skin,
I would reach the sweet
scent of hyacinths.

A one-sentence sonnet that's also a list poem!

Taming the Pieces: Collage

X-acto knife and extra blades, Mod Podge
for gluing, scissors, ruler, pencil and
eraser, stack of colored papers, wedge
of newsprint, mounting board; a steady hand,
an eye for texture, shape, design--and then
there's patience, willingness to make mistakes,
to alter, reconsider, scrap a plan,
to modify, experiment, unmake,
start over; toiling through a disarray
of colors; cut and move till suddenly
that spark of inspiration, Blessingway
toward realization, epiphany
creating harmony from chaos, cast
in human need for order--whole at last.

Also includes three other poems of mine,
"Meditation: New Mexico Backyard," "Balancing Act,"
and "Möbius."

Holding Off on the Day

Crickets, cicadas,
bugs banging at the screen door,
sounds that break the mesa's silence.

Cool night air not yet replaced
by heat that will press us to shut up
the house, attune our day
to the pulse of air conditioning.

This is the time of appreciation,
the morning sensed through closed eyes,
a time when the world enters
through two small chasms
and can be anything we imagine.

Falling Out of Summer

A month of Sundays,
a season too brief,

we touch with eyes closed,
our fingers sounding out hollows,

our mouths together, pressed
like pages of a book,

our tongues delving
through dog-eared memories.

In the foothills, fires
flare up, burn out,

their smoky imprint
burnished on our skin.

We peer out the window
at a certain stillness,

while days turn lonely
as truth.

glints of daylight
on the cat's whiskers
the last nap

a howling
from the cat carrier
letting the vet know

Also includes my haibun, "After Viewing Our Lady of the Assassins."

Alaska

Does it matter that the moat
both widened and deepened,
that you left yourself no way out?

Or were you so wound up in creating legend
that you didn't see land as a tomb?
You insisted you could transcend

everyday struggles, refused to succumb
to the rules of the world--monies
and mortgages that left the mind numb,

the crowds and detritus of cities.
You found your space in the wild north,
miles from people, among tundra and trees,

foraging for survival in the undergrowth.
You discovered that peace is wed
to loneliness, and you shared this truth

with caribou and moose. Snow-clad
in the isolation of splendor,
you scratched out notes and dreamed of God,

the great indifference so like your
own, distant as a hoary star.

Meditation: New Mexico Backyard

The muted time as day begins. The cool.
The hummingbirds alone—but also wrens
and mourning doves, and unknown avians.
The bumblebees that shift like molecules.
The corkscrew willows, mountain juniper,
vanilla-scented ponderosa pines.
The coral yuccas, scarlet trumpet vines.
The mint that greens, fans out, overpowers.
The spines of cacti attracting light. The rocks
and paving stones that anchor paths and beds.
The filaments of spiders, things unsaid,
unseen. The timid bunny with white socks.
Give nature praise, and all the natural.
Exalt the morning. Laud the miracle.

Includes three other haiku, as well.

purple glow
on the mountains
my parents hold hands

rosary beads
between his fingers
I hear the prayer

Includes two other haiku, as well.

measuring amounts
tablespoon by tablespoon
blood quantum

sudden flapping
a field of wildflowers
erupts from rest

Annual anthology of the Haiku Society of America.

first day
with open windows
already a fly

Includes one other haiku as well.

counting out
five syllables
coronavirus

daily death count . . .
wanting to believe it's all
fake news

Includes three other haiku as well.

creaking vigas
in a Taos motel
dreams of old growth

flash of coyote
then a second dash--
another birthday

Includes all seven words banned by the Trump administration.

To Beat the Banned

A gob of gel, a glob of goo,
too young to yet be a fetus.
I may always stay an embryo,
content with being a nucleus.

Too speculative, too vulnerable,
a bit of squiggle, a snick of squirm,
like many lives, I'm accidental,
the hook-up of an egg and sperm.

No male, not female, a touch
of both, which shouldn't be a crime.
I might be transgender in a clutch
and create my own paradigm.

A clot, a curd of diversity,
I add to myself each day.
I will be what I want to be,
not what conservatives say.

A spit of this, a spot of that,
afloat in this environment.
This hydroponic habitat
exists as my entitlement.

Facts are always evidence-based
or else they wouldn't be facts,
as science is always science-based--
or are these just means to distract?

French Lesson, Last Day of Summer Vacation

I never knew a tongue
could do such things.
I was in junior high.
The girl was younger but
more experienced than me.

All afternoon we sat
on her parents' front porch
making out like underwater explorers,
tongues descending through teeth,
around gums, into the caverns
of our adolescent mouths,
coming up only occasionally for air.

I never saw that girl after that
impromptu make-out session.
I don't recall anything about her
other than her name and her tongue:
Sherri with an i, not a y
like that falsettoed Four Seasons song
I hated, but which served for years
as a reminder of our own twist party.

I returned down the street to Grandma's,
older, for sure, wiser about Frenching,
but lingering under the surface
were still more depths to dive into,
deeper, lower.

Includes two other poems as well,

"Hart Crane: A Cento" and "I Bequeath Myself"

Ghazal: Agha Shahid Ali to a Lover

      beginning with a line from his poem "Of Light"

At dawn you leave. The river wears its skin of light.
I won't see you again, lost to the dull grin of light.

These bedsheets, redolent with a transitory warmth.
A fickle sky and clouds glaze in the paraffin of light.

A world away from the country of my birth,
lands that have outlived the thick and thin of light.

This is when I'm most alone, a tree rooted to pebbles.
The pelt of darkness vanishes in a coffin of light.

The taste of you flounders on the tip of my tongue.
Sweat and breathlessness squandered in the backspin of light.

Reflections slip like kite strings through my fallow hands.
Isn't this how memory dissolves--in a dustbin of light?

Home: a scribbling on the parchment of my Agha heart.
You are a fragment erased in the adrenaline of light.

Also selected by Ted Kooser for March 2020's
"American Life in Poetry" (column 782)

Johnsburg

At the top of the hill, a towering
Catholic church with Gothic spires,

below, a one-pump gas station,
a beauty parlor with a picture window.

at the town's only four-way stop sign,
a convenience store with a bike stand,

and three smoke-drenched taverns,
their bars of the same solid wood

as the church's hard benches,
only more polished, more worn down.

The Roadrunner

Fat as a rooster, a roadrunner
struts across the cinderblock fence,
stopping right where he's framed
inside the top of a metal trellis.
A leg goes up, scratches his neck
as a dog would scratch its ears.
Then, as if aware I'm watching,
he preens, his sharp beak lifting
in and out of belly and wings.
When he strains to reach his back,
his long tail feathers splay
like a dirty, damaged headdress.
Five minutes later he jumps down
to the garden, sorts through
compost under the rose bush,
shakes off like a wet mutt would.
Then back to the fence, back
to strutting and preening,
an encore performance,
as his head feathers crest
and recede with each bow,
a spectacular performance
for such a small audience.

The Red Moon Anthology of English-Language Haiku

my shadow
the height and width
I always wanted

The anthology of the Haiku Society of America.

face in the cradle
of the old massage table
motionless spider

Includes the title poem of the collection,

"Missing Persons"

Gravity

I have watched
the white-braided woman
in the wheelchair
for half an hour.
      Her head ticks downward,
      slow as a minute hand,
      so sluggish, it rests
      at last on the table
      without impact.
            I saw the attendant
            park her there,
            pulll from a bin labeled Activities
            an assortment of plastic blocks
            in bright colors,
            place her mottled hands
            on the blocks as if she were
            a child learning shapes and colors.
                     The hands slumped
                     off the table
                     once the attendant disappeared,
                     and the glacial slippage
                     of the head began,
                           quiet as time in this place
                           where people go wordlessly,
                           where no one hears
                           flesh meet wood
                           or registers the difference.

Includes two other poems as well,

"Welcome to My New Age" and "Garden Cameos"

Skies Over the East Mountains

Those contrails overhead--as if a child
had swiped a brush of white across the sky,
no thought to pattern nor design, just wild
strokes, straight and squiggly, carefree, low and high.
Some right to left, some up and down, some lost
and other crossed in X's, thin or thick
or bold or faint, a naïve art embossed
into the blue above. Then just as quick

the show is over, maneuvers complete,
and military jets return to base.
This is no play, but training, prep for war
performance pieces, smoke. Will soot delete
those chemical streaks, blot out skies, replace
our canvas, nudge us through that Doomsday door?

Territorial Rout

I think of my last meal. Thin as dust,
on the edge of my home, this frail mesa
I am weary, wary of the roads
bull-dozed through my land, wide houses
surging where mesquite and juniper
once provided cover. The jackrabbits
dwindle, move west, but how far, how far?
My eyes have yellowed, developed a far-
away glaze, barely noticing jackrabbits
arcing down arroyos. Age-old juniper
chainsawed to make room for a house,
or a view for a house, or another road--
humans, those who now claim this mesa.
My heart, my bones, my land scraped to dust.

Includes two other poems as well,

"Love" and "Wintry Mix"

Formations

A quiet field of punctuation marks
becomes a murmuration: first, the lift,
despite a brutal wind, and then the shift
across the sky, from right to left in arcs
that sail in folds, a hundred wings as one,
apostrophes in sync, an aerial
display of feathers, beaks, and last, a pull
back down to earth, this sudden dance undone.

Our lungs inflate. Our breathing bellows cells
in movement: rising, falling. That's a fact.
My own heart murmurs, beats its wings the same
direction--over, over--casts its spells,
abandons them. And so . . . expand, contract:
it's how the world began, how we became.

Volume 5 of the "Poets Speak" Anthologies.

One of two golden shovels in the volume!

Twilight Time

      a golden shovel incorporating a Dickinson line (#1738)

A good day for tears, for shadows that
skim adobe walls and leave us devastated,
for skies that offer thin condolences, for childhood's
amputated crayons, and the entire trying realm

of adolescence. We are stronger now, or so
we tell ourselves, but nothing's easy
as platitudes. How many years to go, to
outlive the damages we cannot repair?

Volume 4 of the "Poets Speak" Anthologies.

Some of Them Were Dreamers

      a golden shovel incorporating an Issa haiku

Hard rain knocks blossoms
to earth. I watch at
a window till night

overruns the day, and
still no end to the
torrent's playlist. Border faces
peek from other windows: the dread of
isolation, the need for people

through the deluge. I have not moved,
immersed in blossoms mashed by
indifference, bled of all music.

Edited by my husband and me!

Canyon at Kasha-Katuwe

Past bristling yuccas,
  through the slot
    where ponderosa subsist
      on roots welded
    to rock and
  manzanita cleave to
crevices in cliffs,
  millions of years
    of geologic history
      expose themselves in
    pinks and grays,
  russets and beiges,
striations that band
  and curve like
    desert snakes as
      we squeeze through
    narrow spaces between
  walls of rock
and over shelves
  that have shed
    to the tapered
      trail winding through
    sun and shade--
  despite grit in
our teeth, sand
  in our shoes,
    echoes in our
      ears, our eyes
    fixed to the
  living shapes of
wind and heat
  and water, never
    a thought about us.

Written for the exhibit of the same name

for the Museum of the Big Bend.

Borrowed Earth

      inspired by a Jim Bones' photograph

Sunlight tiptoes in, and sands sweep across the kiva.
We hear tumbleweeds dance and leap upon the kiva.

The sky is squandered here, and spider webs, invisible.
We breathe in dust, for rain does not weep into the kiva.

These earthen walls soothe, smack of smoke and bones.
Could we find true north from deep within the kiva?

Grains of maize rooted in the chamber's floor.
Ancestors honored: offerings to reap within the kiva.

Long ago, spirits cropped up from this dense dirt.
Rung by rung, the journey: steep, steep, up the kiva.

Overhead, a world of witches, walkers, and powders.
In the earth's belly, safe from their creep into the kiva.

Dreams are palpable here, silent and ancient as pelts.
How long have we been asleep inside the kiva?

The anthology of the Haiku Society of America.

thin ice on the pond
how close I am
to breaking

The anthology of Haiku North America 2017,
which I co-edited with Michael Dylan Welch!

mountain's outline
the difference walking
alone

Annual volume of the best English-language
haiku in the world!
First printed in Modern Haiku

dog-eared page
where you stopped
loving me

Reprinted from Chrysanthemum

impending buds
yellow with caution
we cross the border

My contribution to the
Festschrift for Wendy Barker

A Wet Winter Night

Isn't it always too much or too little?
Last summer, clouds would not stir.
Sun squeezed the honey from our bones.
Flowers stayed small, stems drooped.
The chickens finally stopped laying.

I sit still at a kitchen table
that smells of cheap lemon polish,
rub a sore finger that will not heal
across its fine-grained wood.
A thin rain pearls down the windows,
drips from house to garden.
Earth's open throat tries to keep pace.
The farm-to-market is likely under water.

The veneer of the sill is damp.
Drops pool on the floor: one . . . two.
I study reflections in the panes:
a green-lined vase with cut daffodils,
a plate of over-easy eggs,
their pale yellow yolks congealing.
I watch a rain that looks to never stop.
I know I'm missing something.

Postcard from West Texas

Freckles on his shoulders,
a wolf tattoo that peeks out
from torn-off shirt sleeves,
his hair long and red.

I say nothing to this stranger,
just watch the setting sun
glow in the motel courtyard,
his nimble fingers unpeeling
one longneck label after another.
Those rough nails, that tough glue.

It must be hours.
The sun tucks behind
the mountains, and the moon
appears all lost and sappy.

We must be drunk.
He howls when he stands.
My grin shines like a prayer.

Missing Persons

That girl whose father
walked away from his family,
not to be heard from again:

I never thought of
my 95-year-old grandmother
as that girl,

but here she is,
conversing with him daily
until he turns

and walks off--again.
Through tears she asks,
Why would he do this?

I wasn't done talking!
She's confused
by his smooth skin,

his full head of hair--
It's like he doesn't age--
never mind that

eight decades have passed
since he became a ghost.
Last night he was supposed

to meet her at the drug store;
another day, the park.
Locations change,

but one thing is constant:
the turning away.
Rumor was he went west

and now that she's
in a home in Arizona,
she thinks she might find him.

She may be closer
than any of us
can see.

Proud to be among the many
fine poets whose poems appear
as samples in this new craft book!

Sonnenizio on a Willis Barnstone Line

The night is beautiful. I live alone
and listen to a lonesome howl beneath
a million lights. How could I be alone
when I'm alive, tuned to a Lone Star state
of mind? Some feel a loneliness out here,
my distant neighbor Malone, for instance,
who sits out front, a Lone Star in hand,
always alone, his fragile wife inside.
So he can leave his wife alone, nearby
a standalone refrigerator sits,
an exile on the porch, which I alone
witness. Malone does not appreciate
the night. A lone figure across the way--
is that how he sees me, alone and gray?

Also includes two other poems,
"Advocate" and "Teaching Tolerance"

Day of Silence

      for the Gay-Straight Alliances

You think you know them, these students
who can't remember to bring a pencil to class
but somehow manage to find pink duct tape.

You told them their silence would be enough,
but they insisted on covering their mouths
with bright rectangles of sticky shocking pink.

The words of taped mouths can't be suppressed.
With eyes on fire, these gay and straight students
blaze down the halls, their message incinerating:
What are you going to do to end the silence?

A paternal history of my Chicago roots!

The Facts as I Know Them

Somewhere between Germany and Chicago,
Joseph Wiggermann lost an "n" at the end of his name.
But along the way he found a wife, Caroline Spauer,
and by 1884 they married, their traveling
thereafter confined to the edges of DuPage County.
Joseph was a blacksmith, a wheelwright,
a career well suited to an immigrant with limited English,
decent enough to provide for Caroline and the seven children,
six when Dominick succumbed in infancy to flu.
Caroline herself died eleven days short of forty-eight,
washing, cleaning, cooking, a workhorse to the end.
Ferdinand, the baby of the family, called Fred,
would become my father's father in 1934.

The Great Famine's shadow still lurked over Ireland
in the 1890s when Thomas McShea courted Catherine Ring.
Leaving the rocky glens of County Cork,
the McSheas sailed for what was still called the New Land
in a turn-of-the-century wave of Irish immigration.
They made their way, like the Wiggermanns before them,
to the city of Chicago, as good a place as any to be Irish.
Like many of his countrymen, Thomas joined the police,
but short of forty was shot in the line of duty,
the year before Capone moved to town,
ushering in a whole new era of gangster violence.
Thomas left behind his wife and three children,
Thomas, Jr., Vern, and little emerald-eyed Catherine,
who would become my father's mother in 1934.

For if I don't write it down, even less will remain.

An updated & revised

edition of a classic!

I'm extremely proud to have

five poems in it: "Calm" (a cutaway),

"Cheap Oven Story" (a rabbet),

"Ghazal for the Leaf" (a ghazal),

"Laundry Room" (a fib), and

"Road Hazards" (a tritina).

Road Hazards

The two-lane highway is streaked with road kill
north of Lampasas, smeared with 'dillos and deer,
possums and rabbits, vultures that took too long

to relinquish a meal. Rain ushers in a long
afternoon of forsaken towns with nothing to kill
but time, their boarded-up storefronts and deer

processing shops sunk into ruin. Later, a deer
leaps from the darkness, its shiny eyes and long
legs challenging our cautious vehicle, a near kill.

To kill or be killed by deer, we long to make it home.

A fabulous

anthology of Texas poetry!

May

It is the month of bark,
the yard under the sycamore
a shipwreck of shavings
scattered randomly
against the shore of the deck;

the month of exfoliation,
strips of skin sloughed
to the ground in dried-up curls,
when the great tree
becomes blinding white again;

the month when death,
strewn about so beautifully,
can no longer ignore life,
leafing its secrets among the jumble,
the flotsam of mottled browns

and mossy greens,
the former brilliance in shades of gray,
textured with gnarls and knots,
layered like contour maps,
the wild and woody rinds at my feet.